Anyone who has talked to me, read my posts or heard me pontificate from the soapbox knows I think life is hard. Ailments, financial strains, aging parents, kids and spiritual warfare dinging our psyche and soul…all tough stuff. So we are left with our minds to choose what we see in life and where we place our focus. The tough stuff is. It just is. It won’t go away so we decide whether to live in the struggle we can see or the hope we have that reminds each moment is new and filled with possibility to love, laugh and live free.
That brings me to the arm on my chest. I’m struggling to sleep lately. I’ve been dealing with illness, with job stress, with kids in town and the balancing act of doing everything that needs to be done. It would be easy for me to get caught up in all of that, and honestly, I have over the past few days. Then there’s the sleep issue. I woke up at 2:30 this morning and never went back to sleep. Lots of thoughts on my mind and some stomach rumbling and no sleep. I could look at it is a miserable night but for much of it, there was an arm on my chest.
While I was wanting to go to sleep, I was also feeling thankful that I had an arm draped over me and that arm belonged to a wonderful woman who has brought so much joy and hope and peace into my life. That arm belonged to a beautiful woman who was sleeping pretty soundly and I was thankful because I knew that meant she was at peace at that moment. That arm laying across me was a reminder that I am loved.
I laid in bed for the better part of 4 hours with an arm on my chest for a great part of that time and the arm was a reminder that I can choose to see the beauty of life in the midst of the storms. The arm laying over me gave me a sense of contentment and thankfulness that I appreciate. I rejoice in the arm on my chest.
Grace and peace.